||[Nov. 6th, 2006|10:46 pm]
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lately i've been living an amazing life.
i think these years and these experiences are what i'm going to want to remember most when i'm older.
i cant help but become a little anxious that i'll forget about these certain conversations, or looks, or feelings, or events that make me feel a certain way; so i find myself starting up my dear old livejournal once again.
so..these are things that have happened since the last time i wrote in here that i'd like to remember.
i went to warped tour. it was very unplanned and last minute.
i left work in a rush and picked up audra. we missed saves the day's first set.
but the acoustic set made everything worth it.
it was the best i've ever seen them.
there was hardly anyone there.
and i stood on a little ledge and sang all my favorite songs.
i made a very crazy decision to have "house guests" come after the show.
i dont know how sometimes things only sound as ridiculous as they are when you're talking about them in hind-site.
i think sometimes i get too excited to think straight.
nonetheless its an experience that i'll always remember and probably continue to be blackmailed for.
the day after they left my brother broke his ankle. that was all anyone cared to talk about when my parents returned from vacation.
what can i say..i live a sweet life.
pretty soon after that i left for arizona.
i met tons of great people there, but most notably steph.
we really hit off, and not just, i'm sharing a room with you, we should probably be civil hit it off.
she is honestly one of the best friends i've ever had.
we screwed off every day, going to pool, and the mall, and the movies.
and stayed up all night studying. talking about our lives, talking in funny accents, making fun of the baseline killer, making up rap songs and dance moves, being complete weirdos and loving it.
steph told me a story about a girl kissing a boy in a street and walking away.
i told her that was a great story.
thus, she told lots of boys i wanted to kiss them.
and when they came in for kisses, i told them:
and she reassured them they did have sweaty lips, but beautiful eyes or other random compliments.
that night we stayed at a boy's house.
i think he had different expectations when he invited us over.
i mean how could he possibly expect, we would eat all of his pop-tarts and warm expired beer.
and hide on him when he went upstairs.
and make him give us gifts of his own personal property.
--which he really put a lot of thought into--he gave me an arizona state sun devil sticker and steph a pompom so we'd always remember arizona.--<3
and talk about music and ask him for his life story.
--which he told without hesitation.
and give girl advice: as in explain to him what everything every girl has ever said to him really meant and what the girl had wanted him to say back.
--this led to 4 am phone calls.
that night we slept on his couch. it smelled like abortions.
we watched the same episode of the office. over and over again.
he drove us home. we made him drop us off at the back entrance.
we went upstairs. changed into pajamas. and came down for breakfast.
we went to orlando. we went to disney world with amanda.
we saw an alligator. we fed him gummy bears.
we did everything. we had the time of our lives.
i went to atlanta. i met richard, and jim and christian.
christian's boyfriend is cousins with my cousin's neighbor.
thats crazy. she was very nice and made me wish i was a better nicer person.
i liked atlanta.
then i went to new york city. theres much to say about my time there.
i'll write about it later.
i decided to live in syracuse. an economical decision which has proved itself wise.
i think in january i will move to nyc.
i dont know. time will tell.
for now i'm loving life.